I am happy

I am happy,,,
my FTH (Faculty of Tourism and Hotels) friends, we are back again
I thought for sometimes we can't get back to the same way again,,,, but there we go, we made it

Mony is back to us, I am getting closer again to Hany, Mohammed, Nehad and Saso
I hope we will always be friends forever

I am confused

my biggest confliction human self
how a human can be good and bad in the same time
how to act wild and to be calm in the same time
how to be child and a wise man in the same time
very confused, hesitate, wondering where my thinking will lead me and if what I am doing is correct or no, but my mourn is for the no result situation in which I am now

hope to change to the better